Gloomy Girl

AHHHHH!!! I FEEL SO DEPRESSED, STRESSSSS, WHATEVER.. AS LONG AS THERE IS ESSSSS BEHIND IT. JUST GOT MY RESULTS. BUT NOT ALL. I WANNA CRY. MY RESULTS SUCKS. I NEVER IN MY LIFE GOT RESULTS AS BAD AS THIS. THE MAX. I FAIL FOR MY EXAMS IS THREE. BUT NOW,, MAXIMISE. (I DONT KNOW IF THERE'S SUCH WORD.)
MAYBE, I'M A BAD GIRL THIS YEAR, SO THAT'S WHY I FAILED MY EXAMINATIONS. BAHHH.. THAT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. I'M FEELING GLOOMY.
AND WELL, I'M FEELING A BIT OF PMS, BECAUSE OF MY RESULTS!! I'M FEELING HEAT IN MY WHOLE BODY. THAT'S BECAUSE, SOMETHING BAD JUST HAPPENED.
I'M ALWAYS LIKE THAT, WHEN THERE'S SOMETHING BAD OR SOMETHING I DONT LIKE HAPPENED, I WILL FEEL THE HEATNESS IN MY WHOLE BODY. IT WILL COOL DOWN SOON, BUT I GUESS, NOT THIS TIME. I DONT WANT TO FACE THE WORLD, MY CLASS, MY SISTERS, MY PARENTS ESPECIALLY AND ALSO MY TEACHERS. IN FACT, EVERYBODY!! IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD I KNOW BUT IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD TO ME!!! MY RESULTS SUCKS AND I WONT BE GOING ANYWHERE IN THIS WORLD WITH THIS FUCKING RESULTS!!!!!!!!! (PARENTAL GUIDANCE. I GUESS YOU GUYS KNOW HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW SUCH THAT I USED BAD WORDS)
I WANT TO SHOUT OUT LOUD AT A PLACE WHERE NOBODY CAN HEAR ME!!! THAT IS WHAT I CALLED A WAY OF RELIEVING STRESS. I'VE GOT HEADACHE THINKING ABOUT THIS. I WONT THINK I WOULD ENJOY MY TRIP TO MALACCA. I WONT THINK I WOULD ENJOY MY TRIP TO SCIENCE DISCOVERY CENTRE THIS WEDNESDAY. I WONT THINK I WOULD ENJOY MY WHOLE LIFE EVER AGAIN FOR JUST THE STUPID DAMN DUMBO RESULTS. BOOOOOHOOOOOO....
WELL, SERVES ME RIGHT FOR SLACKING INSTEAD OF STUDYING. THNKING I'M THAT BRILLIANT. TOO LATE FOR ME TO REGRET NOW. WHAT A HISTORY IN MY LIFE, FOR FAILING MORE THAN THREE PAPERS IN MY MID-YEAR EXAMINATION. CONGRATULATIONS HANNAH. NOW THAT YOU REALISED IT, BETTER BUUCKKK UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S NO USE FOR ME TO SAY THAT ANYMORE. CAUSE I'M JUST THE DUMBEST GIRL YOU EVER MET. YOU'RE LIKE TALKING TO A WALL IF YOU'RE ADVISING ME ON IMPROVING IN MY EXAMINATIONS. THERE'S REALLY NO USE. THE ADVICE CAME IN THE RIGHT EAR AND JUST FLEW OUT WITH WIND THROUGH THE LEFT EAR.

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good Times Have Arrrivveeedd!

Heylo guys!! End of exam. Well, i'm a bit too late cause it end on Wednesday, but whatever!! Nahu was tough. LIKE HECK!! And Maths Paper, emmmm.. I can say it's a bit difficult, cheh, a bit only eh. Okaylah the paper (hahaha.. So singlish-nesS). The pie chart was hard. Everybody i asked was unsure about it including me (",)
There's no great things to talk about.
This Friday, me and my family and my auntie's family are going to Malacca to attend a wedding ceremony of whom i dont know. We're staying there for 3 Days and 2 Nights. I cant hardly wait!! My first time going back to my grandparent's village. I've ever been there but i was still a baby and i was kept under a 'tudung saji' afraid that i might be bitten by the mosquitos. Oh.. How Cute. So Funky. Wakkakkakakaka..

Okaylah.. I dont know what to write. Tomorrow's schooling (BORING!) and hope that i would get some of my exam papers back and hopefully i pass with flying colours! AMIN!

Celebrate Good Times!!

Hiya!! Just now went to buy half part of Sal's present with Sel at Far East. Bought a card, a notebook from paper people and a ribbon which we tied to the notebook. Tomorrow' going to Causeway Point to buy more!! Balloon, Black Rose and etcetra. But actually, tomorrow my friend invited me to eat at her father's shop for free!! Coool!! But surely, Causeway first!
Just now had a great time.
We rounded like the whole shopping centre searching for the Paper People shop. Huhhh.. Tiring. Surely, it was FUN!!!! Shopaholic's galore! Love it!
So many funky clothes, shoes.. AHhhhhhhh.. Totally love it!!!!
After that, Sel bought something from Old Chang Kee and i bought a drink from Sweet Talk. We decided to walk along the designer shops at Paragon. Ahhhhh.. I was like- dumbfounded. The thing sold there was so.. Ahhhh!! No words can describe it. Very hign-end.
Well, it was my first time walking there. So it's like an amusement park without fee.

After that, we reached the busstop we are heading for and took 143 back home.
The end of my amazing day.
Tomorrow is my last paper. Nice! Celebrate Good Times! Ahuh!! But tomorrow is the worst paper of all paper. NAHU AND MATHEMATICS PAPER II. HELLPPP!!
Gotta Go Now!

Interesting Facts

Let's me start with giving you guys some facts to read up..

-The most common name in the world is Mohammed
-The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
-TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.
-Women blink nearly twice as much as men!
-You can't kill yourself by holding your breath.
-It is impossible to lick your elbow.
-People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when you sneeze,your heart stops for a millisecond.
-It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky.
-The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language.
-If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die.
-Each king in a deck of playing cards represents great king from history.
Spades - King David Clubs - Alexander the Great, Hearts - Charlemagne Diamonds - Julius Caesar.
-111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321
-If a statue of a person in the park on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result If wounds received in battle. If the horse has a all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.
-What do bullet proof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers and laser printers all have in common?
Ans. - All invented by women.
-Question: This is the only food that doesn't spoil. What is this?
Ans. - Honey
-A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.
-A snail can sleep for three years.
-All polar bears are left handed.
-American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first-class.
-Butterflies taste with their feet.
-Did U no kissing is healthy
-Bananas are good for period pain
-Its good to cry
-Chicken soup actually makes you feel better
-94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers
-Lying is actually unhealthy
-Only apply mascara to your top lashes


HOW TO TELL IF A GUY LIKES YOU:
1. The guy will be extremely nice to you.
2. He will tell you that you did something good, even whenyou did it horribly.
3. He might make fun of you.
4. He will want to be your best friend.
5. He might complement you on something normal like, yourhair, even if you wear it that way everyday.
6. He will stick up for you.
7. He will start hanging out with your friends.
8. He will flirt with you.9. He will call you for no good reason.
10. He will make eye contact with a serious look on his face.

HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES YOU:
1. They always talk about the different kind of guys theyCOULD have.
2. They stare at you with a smile on their face and won'tlook away until you do first.
3. They ALWAYS seem to be talking about how nice or cuteyou are.
4. They laugh at all your jokes, no matter how stupid they are.
5. They will ask you who you like, continuously.
6. They talk to your friends about you a lot.
7. They always are flirting with every other guy, except you.
8. They always try to make you jealous.
9. They beg you to do everything for them.
10. They always ask you what to do in a bad situation.

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Hi guys. Yesterday i wrote and extremely long post. Cool huh. Whatever. Just now was Maths Paper I and Malay Paper III and Tauhid.
Tauhid and Malay Paper III was okay. But the Malay Paper sucks man. It was the sort of listening thinggy. Oh God! How boring was the voices. Haiz. No comment ah guys.
MATHEMATICS SUCKS!!! Really man. They only set for us 1 hour for our Paper I. You're right!! Too Short Right?????? Ahhh.. Even 2 hours is too short for me. Yeah, you guessed it. I'm a 'sloth' in Maths.


Well, this are the pictures of a real sloth and the fake one.








Hahaha.. What a lame thing for me to post their cute pictures. Neway, just now went to SWENSEN!!! It was a special occasion actually, yeah you guessed it again! Advanced Mother's Day and also Belated Birthday for my Sis.
Maybe(again) if i'm not lazy or i never pretend to forget, i will post the pictures taken on the way and at the way.
Ahhhh.. No More things to post already!! Tara!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER! May you live long and will always be protected by GOD. Well, now that you get a handphone are you happy now even the handphone is different from what you wanted? Just hope you are.
In a few days, my home number will be cut as everyone have their own number now. Including me. Well, it was my sister's old number, i actually dont want that number, i want a pure number with a pure new handphone. Haiz..
Exams had started. It was okay. From Monday till today. On Monday i had English Paper II and Insya' which is an Arabic Composition, it was okay(again!) the Arabic Compo i wrote nuinsancically(is it the right word?) APU while the English Paper II i'd tried my best.
The next day, which is Tuesday, i had Science and Arabic Paper. The Arabic Paper was a bit tough i must say. There was lot of translation to be done. And the Science Paer was only a bit tough. About the Menstruation part. Duh! It needs some calculation. Dont expect me to calculate all the days and whatsoever. So BORING AND DULL!
Today had Sirah( about History Of Islam) and also Malay Paper II. Gosh, when i entered the class during Sirah Paper, ahhhhh.. All the things i memorised just fade away. Wahhhh.. Very sad one. Thank God that at lest i remember some points. The Malay Paper was easy, no toughness in it. Just some fill in the blanks question about cell i dont know.
Tomorrow is Tauhid, Malay Paper III and my number one hated subject which is Mathematics Paper I. I'm SO SCARED TO DEATH!! MATHEMATICS!! AHHHHH.. SHOUT FOR HELP!!

My friends thought of this idea of having a sort-of 'AMAZING RACE' for our June hols. I thought the idea was cool but i dont think it would be success. But if it is a success, i will salute them. And i dont think our form teacher would allow this thing to happen. Well, she's the 'religious(is that the right spelling?) woman' sort of type. And surely she wont allow us mixing with boys, but then, thing again, just a game right?
If it is confirm, i'm so disapointed. Hahaha. The thing is, my group members are so lame-O excluding the girl one. There's three boys and only two girls. The three boys are Abd Rahman, Abu Ubaidah and Yusuf a.k.a 'my brother'. They are totally lame okay. They are so not dependable. I wont recommend you gals out there for them to be your hubby in the future.
Anyway, i told Xerra about it and she was like full of jealousy. Hahaha. Actually, there's her crush in my group and oh-so-lame she didnt get to group with him. Awww.. So sad. Oh yeah! Forget to mention that another girl member is Asyikin. She's dependable as she is brilliant.

Ahhh.. I just cant wait if this thing is a success and everybody can make it.
Newae again, just now was funny. I was like doing my Malay paper when i felt like somebody was watching at me. And it comes from the right. After i finished my paper, well i can still feel that someone still watching at me. Hahaha. It was funny. Then, i turned to my right side and caught AR (refer to this initial above) watching at me. And he was like suprised and we were like laughing silently to ourselves without the teacher knowing. Not really funny but it was a bit funny. Ahhh.. Whatever it is.
Something more funnier happened just now at 7-11 at the Newton Mrt Station. Me n Sel were lining up to pay for a drink. We were like talking with Fat. He was so digusting man. He was talking about the condoms beside us. He told us that he bought it yesterday. (explicit content. surely it was a false statement) Then suddenly there was this uncle(he is like the messenger old man of a supplier company) he was chanting: 'Hello hello mua mua.. Hello Hello Mua Mua' And Fat was like: 'Eh.. Crazy Man'. And me and Sel were like laughing our *** off right at that moment. Hahahha. Really ah. I think the Uncle needed a kiss.
Something funny again happened just now(this time at school). The thing that made us confused during the Malay Paper is the Making An Appropriate Sentence. The word for the sentence is CAMCA. It's a MALAY word. It means a small portion. Like, a teaspoon of sugar. Something like that. And to all who understand malay out there read this. My friend wrote this as her sentence: 'Saya CAMCA mukanya' Hahahahhahhahaha. It was a really joke of the day.

That's All.
Good Night!

My BlogThings Results

You Are 32% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well. But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

Your Hair Should Be Blue

Wild, brilliant, and out of control. You're a risk taker with an eye to the future.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

You Are 8 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Your Deadly Sins

Gluttony: 80%

Sloth: 80%

Envy: 60%

Greed: 60%

Pride: 40%

Wrath: 20%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 49%

You'll die from a diabetic coma.

How Sinful Are You?

You Are 32% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Your True Love Is a Gemini

Why you'll love a Gemini: Witty and sharp, a Gemini can keep up with your fast (and ever changing) mind. You're both fun loving and free spirits. You and a Gemini can enjoy each other without expectations. Why a Gemini will love you: Not only can you keep up with a Gemini's sharp tongue, you can introduce a challenge or two... You're appetite for fun and novelty will keep a Gemini interested - at least for a bit longer than usual!

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Your Italian Name Is...

Giovanna Gallo

What's Your Italian Name?

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

What Your Underwear Says About You

When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble! You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

The Underwear Oracle

You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)

You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced. You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

Your French Name is:

Madeleine Lemonnier

What's Your French Name?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

You Are 22% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,123,950

At What Price Would You Sell Out?

Your Dating Purity Score: 97%

You are an innocent dater. You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship. Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

Your Extroversion Profile:

Friendliness: Very High

Assertiveness: High

Cheerfulness: Medium

Excitement Seeking: Medium

Activity Level: Low

Sociability: Low

How Extroverted Are You?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

I'm In Love

Hi guys. I'm so going-to-be stress!! So many things to be learn for the SA1. God help me! Right now i'm revising my science and well, the internet A.P.U (as per usual) is hypnotizing me. And here i am, doing four things in one time. Surfing, Blogging, Listening To Music and Revising. Heck, make that things to FIVE. Whoa, very bad maths me.
Newae, so depressed about life man. Haiz.. Money, Education.. etc. My sister's birthday coming, still dont have the idea what to buy for her, she told mum and dad that she wants a new handphone. Well, let me be frank girl, you already had handphone with a camera and yet, you still need a new handphone. Man, you think our parents' are rich is it?! Please think before you make your decision okay?
Yeah, you guessed it! Of course i'm jealous. BUT, unlike you, i'm still grateful for having a handphone though it maybe budget. Yet, you get a handphone and maybe if you get it this month, it's not fair that you get handphones two years in a row for your birthday!

Ahhh, drop that topic.

Actually, i'm in love with books!! I recommend a book by Sharon Shinn. GOD it was so great when i first read it. I just fall in love with it! Tomorrow maybe i'm going to borrow some books. So right now i want to have a good night rest!

Happy May Day To Everyone!!

Hello guys!! One? Two weeks? Or whatsoever date i didnt post? Hehehe.. Me.. Who dont know right? Always delaying things. Well, i'm so sorry that i didnt post my family pictures. Yep, you guessed it! Very forgetful me.
Anyway, skipped tuition on Saturday as mum insisted me on attending my cousin's bridal ceremony. It's not really insisted but just 'asked' me to. Whoa, thankful GOD for that! I really had a great time at my cousin's bridal thinggy, or more like marriage ceremony, in other words 'nikah'! Met with other cousins and catched up with them. Really had a great time, took pictures and so on. Dont forget, EAT!! Nyummeh!! Just love it.
And yeah, saw all the kitties at my aunt's house. There's like six of them! Half of a dozen! Just like my mine! Just love catslah us! (hahaha, very the singaporean) And some of them are caged in a big cage outside the bride's (or is it the bridegroom for a male?) house. All of them are gorgeous( is it the right spelling?) -looking!! I love them all!

Today didnt do anything much at school, just some lame revisions that we must do. I'm totally scared to be honest about my exams. Well, i seems to be slacking a bit. Like for example, while people are studying, i'm busying blogging about my life, haha, to be honest again, i actually wanted to print out notes for History Of Islam(haha!) but then, the internet just kind of like hypnotised me to blog!! Waaaahh.. Very lame reason. Okaylah, gotta go now! I want to concentrate on my studyings!! (If I Can)

P.S Hopefully i'll remember to post my family pictures and also the pictures me and sis took at the ceremony! ADIOS!